My mind is filled with so many thoughts and things to do I just needed to pop by to write and dump all this out so that I can get on with my day.
I feel incapacitated.
As if everything has caught me in a bind and I can no longer move....nor do I have any motivation to.
My life feels like some sort of lie of some sort. :(
I feel like I'm letting a lot of people down...and like I'm just falling into this pit that I can't crawl out of or stop myself from falling.
It's a pretty terrible feeling.
What brought me here?