Thursday, December 17, 2015

In a bind.

My mind is filled with so many thoughts and things to do I just needed to pop by to write and dump all this out so that I can get on with my day.

I feel incapacitated.
As if everything has caught me in a bind and I can no longer move....nor do I have any motivation to.

My life feels like some sort of lie of some sort. :(
I feel like I'm letting a lot of people down...and like I'm just falling into this pit that I can't crawl out of or stop myself from falling.

It's a pretty terrible feeling.
What brought me here?


  1. Hi! firstly, don't believe everything you think! Looking at your blog so far, I think that you've done quite a lot in your life, and it seems particularly exciting these few years.

    so take a deep breathe, eat, laugh, and rest for there's so many more things to look forward to (good and bad :P)

    about how you feel like you're living in some sort of lie? I m not really sure but im thinking that the following link may help u.

    dont worry you're never letting anyone down as long as you keep trying. I hope u have an aweeeesome week ahead, and merry christmas!

    1. Thank you for your kind words Sabina. Yeah, I've read about the imposter syndrome before... it's pretty accurate. Have to do something about that. :) Have a wonderful year ahead!