|Can't believe I've been watching this... but I've been learning a lot.|
There was so much partying, drinking, hooking up in the show... it was a totally new exposure to a new culture for me. Lifestyles I've never seen, thought processes I've never understood...it's weird watching a group of adults from such different backgrounds, values and lifestyles. I guess I'm learning a new point of view.
|None of these people are me.|
I think the last time I actually
clubbed was something tame
and "legit"...I think it was a
wedding entourage party. ;)
Do I want to be like one of these girls in Jersey Shore? No. Do I want to meet guys like that? No. Do I really want to be in such situations? Probably not. But at the same time... I don't know if it makes any sense, but it feels as if that I can choose to be anyone I want to be after my surgery on Friday and I guess I'm trying to decide right now. But right now, I'm 30, single, pretty much independent, and am about to have one of the biggest scariest surgeries in my life in a few days... I guess there's just a lot running through my mind right now.
I thought this "self-identity" debate was supposed to happen after the op whilst adjusting. :/
Thinking too much, much?